112904- man oh man, interesting how feelings of overwhelming attraction cause a person to be addicted to someone or something.its insane that people have the impact they do on other people.that people can affect each other so strongly...its fucking crazy i tell ya...
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keevan17: well
keevan17: gtg
keevan17: ttyl ;-)
keevan17: yury and maria
keevan17: sitting in a couch
keevan17: groping each other by the waist
keevan17: lmao
keevan17: bye my friend :-)

lol, damn that kevin!
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I'm worth $1,645,769.91! How much are you worth?
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Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
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110604- what is it about warmth that makes a person feel secure. i love being warm. i love it when its really cold outside and you wake up and don;t have anything to do and you can just stay in your nice warm blankets. i like putting on sweatpants that just came out of the dryer. putting on anything that comes straight out of the dryer is always nice. even taking a hot shower is ine of my favorite pasttimes....seriously...what is it about warmth that is so awesome? and why do i like this kind of warmth and yet i hate it when the sun is shining bright with no shade in sight? ....these are things i ponder at 12:20 in the morning

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110504(aka expression)- i wish i was more articulate about things sometimes, i wish i could express the thoughts in my head clearly to people. hmm..i'm suppose to be an english person and yet i can't talk to people. very interesting...what sucks even more is that i can't even be creative enough to express myself in other ways.i write. i don't write anything that requires talent(because as most of you have seen that ends up producing crap). i write what i'm thinking. its not that hard. writing something down doesnt make anything better though. there is no feedback or support from writing something down. only expression. maybe expression is empty all by itself. maybe i should learn to interact with these strange creatures called human beings.maybe i should learn to trust. maybe i shouldn't ever get my hopes up for anything good. it seems everytime i have some hope or some plan for something good another thing gets in the way, leaving me disappointed. i must remember that for every "sorrow" in my life two things are true: 1) someone out there has it way worse than i do and 2) there is some sort of happiness out there waiting. ......i don't know where this rant came from(so no one leave a comment asking me whats wrong) but i'm glad it came.

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110504- i love photoshop! i love meeting new people. i love finding interesting people to talk to. i love talking to interesting people. i like people that believe in me and treat me nicely. i like searching the innerworkings of a certain someone's mind. i like trying to find out all i can about a person. i like when people share with me. i like gaining insight into complex people. i like feeling new feelings people inspire. i like feeling curious again.

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